Little Dins

Hi and Assalamualaikum its been a long time since I write up here... right now I'm at mcdonald with one of my bestfriend Atin. So today I want to share my skincare routine.  I am not discipline on my skincare routine but sometimes I hv this mood or working hard on my face care. so here we go 1. Apply Face Wash You should wash your face twice a day. Before you went to sleep & after you woke up. It doesn't matter you rajin or not, please do wash up your face especially at night before you went to sleep, It's because seharian your face akan kena macam-macam especially like a tine particles. So it'll make your skin dry. I choose to use Bio Essence  Snail after I found my face not suitable with previous face wash. After I tried it for months now, I realize its working. Alhamdulillah. My face is clean and doesn't hv any pimples. you can use any types of face wash that's suitable with your skin. Don't ever push your face to use the wronged one, cau...

I found myself still "care" about you, even we were no longer together         I was cleaning up my room. Then I found lots of polaroids & I decided to paste some of it on my wall. After an hour everything settled. I rest. I sat on the corner of my room, searching something that I really missed, something that I really care and loved, long time ago. I hv no idea why I did that. Why I let myself search for it. Book after books, journal after journal & I even checked every pages just to find those "things".       While my hand keep turn to the next pages of the novels, my mind was flashback all the memories we shared. After an hour, I still can't found it. I'm about to give up cause that "things" were no longer makes me happy to see it. It just me, that follow the voices in my deep of heart. He wants me to search for it at least I can be happy cause I kept it.       Then, I looked at the right of the book shelves. Stared at t...

Assalamualaikum :)) I used to study at boarding school for 3 years... & I decided to transfer to daily school when I was in f3. Means I started to study at daily school when I was in f4. Some ppl just asked me, where did I studied for the passed 3 years ago (before entering daily school) & I didn't answered it properly which means I just said that I used to be in boarding school that's all. But today, I feel like I want to share with you guys, where and why I quit from boarding school and did I regret or sth. Cause I'm already stay for 3 years and suddenly I went to daily school. 2 years left... Okay my answered is very simple. It's my choice and I never regret about this. Okay first of all, when I get my upsr results back in 2011 I got 4a's and 1b. Most ppl asked me how can I passed to the boarding school. Cause I get into a prestige school. Tunku Kurshiah College. I kept this from others even since I was studied there. I rarely post about my school a...

Assalamualaikum :))  It's been a long time since I wrote up here.. been busy with studies and all. I hope you guys won't give up from joining me sharing / reading my rants here. Okay, so I have decided to talk about small little things that matter. Em.. where to start hahah. Okay its like this, when I was in form 2 ( I guess) I have this one friend that I closed to. We used to texts and chats to each other whenever we have the free time, basically only when we're on school holidays. ( boarding school problems) . I can't remember on how we've known each other but  I'm pretty sure it's because of the sbp life , I mean yeah yk, knowing through socmed and events among sbp... But, to be more dramatic hahaha we never met each other till now. and we still can remain the friendship we build. aicewah hahah. No need to worry guys, I know how this person is. #beenspyingforalongtime hahaha kidding. I still kept the things this person gave me I guess.. hahah ...

I just realize some things are just for a temporary. nothing stay. people come and go. feelings can fade away. friends become strangers. it hurts a lot. It seems simple. seems like it's just a small matter. but one thing for sure it's not a small matter. as we growing up, we just need to make our circle small. we need to learn to let "them" go. we need to learn on depending to ourselves, appreciates yourself more. love yourself more cause no one can be there and understand yourself as much as you. Trying to love someone that didn't have feelings on us, hurts. seeing them happy can makes our day better. but they didn't appreciate our presence. they ignore us. when we're having problems and need them, they're just there... didn't want to help. standing there, staring with ignorance and sarcastic laugh. it hurts everytime we have to pretend to be okay. it's tiring when we show our smile but inside we're broken into pieces. they just know t...

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