I Regret Nothing

Assalamualaikum :))

I used to study at boarding school for 3 years... & I decided to transfer to daily school when I was in f3. Means I started to study at daily school when I was in f4. Some ppl just asked me, where did I studied for the passed 3 years ago (before entering daily school) & I didn't answered it properly which means I just said that I used to be in boarding school that's all.

But today, I feel like I want to share with you guys, where and why I quit from boarding school and did I regret or sth. Cause I'm already stay for 3 years and suddenly I went to daily school. 2 years left... Okay my answered is very simple. It's my choice and I never regret about this.

Okay first of all, when I get my upsr results back in 2011 I got 4a's and 1b. Most ppl asked me how can I passed to the boarding school. Cause I get into a prestige school. Tunku Kurshiah College. I kept this from others even since I was studied there. I rarely post about my school at socmed. I didn't put the 'Kushiah' as the location and all. Well for me I love to keep it as my privacy and idk why hehe. Okay let's back to the main story.

Yes I'm only got 4a's and 1b but I have this sijil kebangsaan. Yup, I presence my state #perak in netball. So I guess that's the reason why I've been selected Alhamdulillah. I went to the interview , yess guys I have to attend the interview and it was such a best moments and experience ever :)) So, I went to TKC from 2012 till 2014. I finished my pt3 then I quit.

Okay the reasons why is because I just want it since form 1 actually em It's normal to feel homesick and all. I stayed at negeri sembilan and my family at perak. can you imagine? me, when I was just 13 years old and being left aicewah hahah.  Everyone got a college sister (cs) and also me. Alhamdulillah I got the best college sister ever. Kak Syafiqah if you read this, I just want to thanked you for everything you did to me for the 2 years as my cs. *cause when I was f3 kak Syafiqah already 18*. I love you hehe whenever I felt down with my studies (cause I'm not the best student, I'hv to compete and struggle with my batchmates) she's there for me. Even when I'm homesick she's there. Hear all my rants. Sorry if I'm not the best cs kecik to you cause sometimes I'm naughty & I knew it heheh. She's my inspiration, she has been to Japan for exchange students programme and yet she gave me some gifts from there. and guess what NOW she's STUDYING there!! yes in JAPAN. I have to say that I'm PROUD of you Kak Syafiqah. Sorry cause I rarely contacting you but I'm glad we didn't lost contact.

Again hahah I lose from the base. Okay lah, so yeah the reason is because I can  can't go with science stream , no actually its has sth connect with my batchmates but just let me kept it to myself. Okay , tbvh I can't go with science stream. So I told my parents and they agreed with that. They said I've to finish my pt3 first so I did. I just got 4a's 4b's and 2d's and my d's were science and mathematics lol.
So my mom handle it everything and I finally transfer to my hometown daily school. Convent.

Ohh some of you didn't know that Tkc is the all girls school. Okay why I choose convent and not acs or smab? It's because I want to be in all girls environment. I swear it's the best choice ever. I mean all girls environment is the best thing. I thanked Allah for gave me the chance to be in all girls school. yes from that I changed myself from boyish to girly girly hahaha. My primary school's friends knew how I am back in school ahahahah. shh just let it be a secret. and till now my mom will always say " nasib baik hantar sekolah perempuan semua" hahah. yeah I'm glad to. alhamdulillah

So, actually when I was in convent unfortunately my dean didn't let me change to account's class. She said, I've to stay in science stream class or I change to another school. Ofc i'm not going to another school right? So I stay and yeah I took science stream. From that, ppl started to compared that if me in boarding school and daily school cause finally I took that science stream too. Well, em I'm still happy and never regret with my choice. I knew He knows best. Even it's late but its still happen. So you guys knew that my father passed away when I was f5 right? So from that I can see Allah's plan. Can you imagine if stay and maybe I didn't get the chance to spend my time with dad. I love him so much. and I glad that transfer to daily school. I got the time to spend my time with him. He's the best dad ever I swear. He's my supporter in wtvr I involved. just like my mom. I love you both ibu ayah :))

I love to see him smile especially when I won sth and achieved sth. I love that smile and unfortunately I didn't see the smile for my spm's results. but it's okay Ayah , I knew you always watching me from up there :))

Okay I think this entry is long enough and I already answered it right? So yeah thanks for reading this entry. I hope you guys always believe in Allah's plans and always thankful for wtvr you have now. Think before you did sth and pls do not regret it. Just let it go with the flow and syukur with wtvr happens. Move on and do wtvr you want to do :)) insyaAllah.

p/s : don't regret anything. at one time, it was exactly what you wanted. Tell me (comment down below), on what hv you done and you didn't regret about it :))

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