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Day by day i went home because i have to go to school. But i'm not going back to MY HOUSE but its like im moved to my AUNT'S HOUSE. All my text books and stuff are there (during my Ayah at Hospital Pantai) Then i go through my daily school routine as usual.

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      Then, after few days after that. My ayah finally can back home. He's already okay. He just had to do physio. And we moved to rumah sewa nearby. Everyday we will make sure he happy. Then, we went to stadium to practice his walk. We brought him to physio and all. 
  
      Suddenly, two weeks after that.. Ayah has to become a vegetarian , he cannot eat meat at all. Its because those meat and chicken will active his cancer cell back. And he started to eat a lots of medicines . one day 120 pills he has to take. I am very sad to saw him like that. Everytime i want to give him pills i cried. Cause i knew its hurts and he still had to eat to become healthy back. 

        I know ayah is a strongest man ever! He's still eat those pills even though he didn't want it. Then few days after that, he became weak.... I cried again... Cause seeing him like that make me remembered back those happy memories with him when ayah was in good condition :'( . 

       Exams week never make me down. I still can studied and make revision by myself. I know i have to continue study to get a great results . So it will make him happy. Study for Allah swt and study for my parents :) 
p/s : I miss him :'(

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