IT'S VERY SHOCKED !!
Assalamualaikum and Hi to everyone.
I hope everyone doing well. Sorry for long time no update. I am busy with school's activities plus my dad is not in the good condition. (i'm sad, i'm going to story about him) Well i know everyone didn't know about this since i didn't share to everyone ... I'm only share with my close friends :/
On 23 MARCH 2016 which is on Monday right after one week of schools holiday my dad was admitted at Hospital Pantai Manjung. I am really shock when suddenly right after i'm finished my school my mom bring me to the hospital. I already cried a lil bit but Ibu said "kakak, jangan nangis ayah tak de apa tu" so i stop crying and i'm speechless. I don;t know what should i do. I don't know if this a real or just a nightmare! but when i'm arrived there (hospital) we quickly go to ayah's room and i saw him lay on the bed. His face shows his very pathetic . He didn't talk much as before. He just stared at me and my bro. I was so touched and i tahan from crying. (i'm a fragile person). But Alhamdulillah that time he still can talk just not much as before and he still can eat (after we all pujuk him) This is my first time the one that i really love became like this.
So that night, just me and Nazmi at home. Ibu and Afeef were there (hospital) teman-ing my Ayah. Before i'm going to bed, I kept asking myself "why is it suddenly happen to Ayah?" "is he gonna be alright?" "is he gonna be healthy as before?" "is he going to jogging and running with me as before?" then i cry and fall asleep. So the next morning i'm going to school as usual. Act like nothing happen. I didn't talk much. and during Choral Speaking Practice i didn't active as usual. My leader asking me why i became like this then i replied " can i going back early today? i have something to do" but in my mind was I'm going to back early because i thought my ayah dah keluar from hospital and we can go to KL since my Ibu have to send her project work. (that's what we all rancang before my ayah has admitted) but kita hanya mampu merancang and Allah yang aturkan segalanya.
After an hour my Ibu came ask met my teacher and i knew i have to back early (that time i feel very grateful cause finally my ibu came) but i was wrong. One of my teacher asking my Ibu "eh tak kerja ke hari ini?" (my ibu is a teacher) then ibu said "tak hari ni ambil cuti, ayah nurin tak sihat. and now nak kena pergi ipoh. ayah dia kena transfer sana" DANG!! this time i cried , non stop cried . Go home packing my stuff and all and i went to my aunt's home. i don't want to be there. i'm not ready. a few minutes i'm there,then my ibu took me and we go to Ipoh. I cried along the journey. Non stop praying for my Ayah. I'm not ready for this! This is really shocked me out! This is not real! This must be kidding . Then i cried again. Ibu and Nazmi did't say anything cause they know i'm not going to stop crying till im slept. Afeef (my lil bro) asking me why i cried. Then i told him "kakak sakit perut" with innocent face he said "ibu,kakak sakit perut. kesian dia. nangis nangis." and i back to cried again. Damn it Nurin why you suddenly became like this! You're strong girl ! haihh. I just can't believe this happened to me that's why i turned like this.
When we reached there. Ayah's was placed at Emergency Ward. I can't entered there because its dangerous. So after ibu settled all the payment and all i saw ayah not looks well at all (very weak) on the what idk the name (the one yg tolak orang sakit tu la ) hm otw to HDU. Ibu said "kita kena kuat. kita kena happy depan dia. Jangan nangis. Nanti ayah down" then when i went to met him. I acted like nothing happen. I saw many wires on his body and head. I want to cry but i can't. I promised myself i have to be strong at least in front him. Then he just laying like that. The nurse standing beside him. and just few mins i'm there then i'm going out. I can't do it anymore. It's very sad. That night the first person i called was my bestie, Nadiah. I dont know what to talk about but i told her my Ayah sakit and i started cried. She encouraged me,she give me moral support and its very pleasure to have a great besfriend like her. Thanks Nadia. Alhamdulillah. Then i ws to my few closed friends and classmates,netball team and few teachers for praying to my Ayah operation
The next day, on 24 MARCH 2016 ayah had an operation. Before he entered the operating room i said "ayah FIGHTING *ala ala koerean drama sikit" then he made a thumbs up. right after he entered the operating room i cried and i went to surau. Solat sunnat and all, then i fall asleep. Sleep while crying. It took a long hours for his operating. I can't remember but i know its more than 5 hours. Then he is in ICU. I don't want to see him. Cause i'm afraid. Really afraid.
On the third day im there I looked at my Ayah in the ICU yea still in the ICU. As i imagined its full with wires on his body and head. He can't move. and i saw a long scars on his head. I didn't cried because i already get ready wit mental and physical before i met him. So after a few mins im there i'm out because there so many of Ayah's family and friends came and suddenly, my kinderhood a.k.a my bestie came visits me and my ayah. its very touched because it's on Thursday in the morning. She came with her family. I brought her and her monther aunty 'Wn' (sorry if the spelling is wrong) into the ICU and met ayah. About 5 mins we were there. Then we moved out and chit chat few things bout Ayah. She encouraged me. She hugged me tightly before she went home. Such a great bestfriend i have Alhamdulillah.
Day by day i went home because i have to go to school. But i'm not going back to MY HOUSE but its like im moved to my AUNT'S HOUSE. All my text books and stuff are there (during my Ayah at Hospital Pantai) Then i go through my daily school routine as usual.
Well this story is not till the ending yea. There are few more things i want share. But its already long. And i have to continue my study. Yeah exam weeks now. Sejarah paper 3, English and Chemistry paper down, there are more subjects to go! Do wish me luck guys!
xoxo.
p/s : Al-Fatihah to my Ayah Mohamad Subri bin Mat Noh to get well soon!tq much love , Nurin Irdina :')
I hope everyone doing well. Sorry for long time no update. I am busy with school's activities plus my dad is not in the good condition. (i'm sad, i'm going to story about him) Well i know everyone didn't know about this since i didn't share to everyone ... I'm only share with my close friends :/
On 23 MARCH 2016 which is on Monday right after one week of schools holiday my dad was admitted at Hospital Pantai Manjung. I am really shock when suddenly right after i'm finished my school my mom bring me to the hospital. I already cried a lil bit but Ibu said "kakak, jangan nangis ayah tak de apa tu" so i stop crying and i'm speechless. I don;t know what should i do. I don't know if this a real or just a nightmare! but when i'm arrived there (hospital) we quickly go to ayah's room and i saw him lay on the bed. His face shows his very pathetic . He didn't talk much as before. He just stared at me and my bro. I was so touched and i tahan from crying. (i'm a fragile person). But Alhamdulillah that time he still can talk just not much as before and he still can eat (after we all pujuk him) This is my first time the one that i really love became like this.
So that night, just me and Nazmi at home. Ibu and Afeef were there (hospital) teman-ing my Ayah. Before i'm going to bed, I kept asking myself "why is it suddenly happen to Ayah?" "is he gonna be alright?" "is he gonna be healthy as before?" "is he going to jogging and running with me as before?" then i cry and fall asleep. So the next morning i'm going to school as usual. Act like nothing happen. I didn't talk much. and during Choral Speaking Practice i didn't active as usual. My leader asking me why i became like this then i replied " can i going back early today? i have something to do" but in my mind was I'm going to back early because i thought my ayah dah keluar from hospital and we can go to KL since my Ibu have to send her project work. (that's what we all rancang before my ayah has admitted) but kita hanya mampu merancang and Allah yang aturkan segalanya.
After an hour my Ibu came ask met my teacher and i knew i have to back early (that time i feel very grateful cause finally my ibu came) but i was wrong. One of my teacher asking my Ibu "eh tak kerja ke hari ini?" (my ibu is a teacher) then ibu said "tak hari ni ambil cuti, ayah nurin tak sihat. and now nak kena pergi ipoh. ayah dia kena transfer sana" DANG!! this time i cried , non stop cried . Go home packing my stuff and all and i went to my aunt's home. i don't want to be there. i'm not ready. a few minutes i'm there,then my ibu took me and we go to Ipoh. I cried along the journey. Non stop praying for my Ayah. I'm not ready for this! This is really shocked me out! This is not real! This must be kidding . Then i cried again. Ibu and Nazmi did't say anything cause they know i'm not going to stop crying till im slept. Afeef (my lil bro) asking me why i cried. Then i told him "kakak sakit perut" with innocent face he said "ibu,kakak sakit perut. kesian dia. nangis nangis." and i back to cried again. Damn it Nurin why you suddenly became like this! You're strong girl ! haihh. I just can't believe this happened to me that's why i turned like this.
When we reached there. Ayah's was placed at Emergency Ward. I can't entered there because its dangerous. So after ibu settled all the payment and all i saw ayah not looks well at all (very weak) on the what idk the name (the one yg tolak orang sakit tu la ) hm otw to HDU. Ibu said "kita kena kuat. kita kena happy depan dia. Jangan nangis. Nanti ayah down" then when i went to met him. I acted like nothing happen. I saw many wires on his body and head. I want to cry but i can't. I promised myself i have to be strong at least in front him. Then he just laying like that. The nurse standing beside him. and just few mins i'm there then i'm going out. I can't do it anymore. It's very sad. That night the first person i called was my bestie, Nadiah. I dont know what to talk about but i told her my Ayah sakit and i started cried. She encouraged me,she give me moral support and its very pleasure to have a great besfriend like her. Thanks Nadia. Alhamdulillah. Then i ws to my few closed friends and classmates,netball team and few teachers for praying to my Ayah operation
The next day, on 24 MARCH 2016 ayah had an operation. Before he entered the operating room i said "ayah FIGHTING *ala ala koerean drama sikit" then he made a thumbs up. right after he entered the operating room i cried and i went to surau. Solat sunnat and all, then i fall asleep. Sleep while crying. It took a long hours for his operating. I can't remember but i know its more than 5 hours. Then he is in ICU. I don't want to see him. Cause i'm afraid. Really afraid.
On the third day im there I looked at my Ayah in the ICU yea still in the ICU. As i imagined its full with wires on his body and head. He can't move. and i saw a long scars on his head. I didn't cried because i already get ready wit mental and physical before i met him. So after a few mins im there i'm out because there so many of Ayah's family and friends came and suddenly, my kinderhood a.k.a my bestie came visits me and my ayah. its very touched because it's on Thursday in the morning. She came with her family. I brought her and her monther aunty 'Wn' (sorry if the spelling is wrong) into the ICU and met ayah. About 5 mins we were there. Then we moved out and chit chat few things bout Ayah. She encouraged me. She hugged me tightly before she went home. Such a great bestfriend i have Alhamdulillah.
Day by day i went home because i have to go to school. But i'm not going back to MY HOUSE but its like im moved to my AUNT'S HOUSE. All my text books and stuff are there (during my Ayah at Hospital Pantai) Then i go through my daily school routine as usual.
Well this story is not till the ending yea. There are few more things i want share. But its already long. And i have to continue my study. Yeah exam weeks now. Sejarah paper 3, English and Chemistry paper down, there are more subjects to go! Do wish me luck guys!
xoxo.
p/s : Al-Fatihah to my Ayah Mohamad Subri bin Mat Noh to get well soon!tq much love , Nurin Irdina :')
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